THE ADVENTURES OF A HALF COCKED SUCKER

It's not easy being a gay comic book geek with a sexy edge.

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

RUFUS WAINWRIGHT + BEN FOLDS
"CARELESS WHISPER" duet
the is something astoudingly right
in a world where
such a thing can happen.
And the truth is -
guilty feet really have got no rhythm

Jen... my angel of music... (a million thanks are not enough)
nobody would have gotten in the way
she did (save Jess).

Now I'm never going to dance again the way I danced with you.



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Friday, August 12, 2005

"WHY SHOULD THE FIRE DIE"

New Nickel Creek. Achingly beautiful.

Fragile like me. Sad.

Want an easy escape, knowing there is no such thing. One more uphill climb.

Pushing myself to find something to smile about.
It's going to be ok.

It's going to be ok.

Ok?



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Saturday, August 06, 2005

A strange little feature of the emotional landscape.

I'm not trying to impress anyone anymore. I'm too fuckin' old for it.
Yeah, I'm 21 days away from 30. It's freaking me the hell out and making me wanna pair down the amount of hassles and distractions in my life. It's making me look back with a growing sense of "where the fuck did I go wrong?!"...... and a higher sense of pride in the areas I've gone right.
So..... Much less time is going to spent worrying how you feel about me.
I've tried and I'm done.
Meet me halfway or don't bother getting off your ass.

Walked deeper into my own distraction.
Ian and I sitting up until 2am trying on wigs and hats in his roommates room.
Laughing!
I forget I can do that for free because so many people I know are afraid that they won't look cool.... and I understand the freedom of dropping cool to play the fool.

I just don't care anymore.
I'm getting old and when I play games I want them to be fun, not painful.

I can't worry about how I look when I can't face the mirror.
I can't try to see my reflection through your eyes.

"Someday.......... someday you'll feel bad that you're such a fuckin' bitch..... someday you're going to have to face up to the judgements you so casually dole out with your withering stares."

Just one of the many things I wanna say to no one in particular.....
along with.....

"Every moment you grace me with makes me that much more willing to die happy."

I'm getting older and I'm getting lonesome.


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Friday, August 05, 2005

BOOGIE NIGHTS QUOTE:


REED ROTHCHILD:

"OK, alright, now you're talkin' above my head. I dont know this industry jargon, YP, MP.. all I know is I can not get a record contract... WE cannot get a record contract, unless I take these tapes, and granted the tapes themselves are, you-you-you, you own them OK, but the magic, that is on the tapes, that fuckin' heart and soul that we put into those tapes, that is ours, and you dont own that. Now I need to take that magic and get it to the record company OK, and they are waiting for us, and we were supposed to be there a half hour ago. We look like assholes right now man!!! "

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Thursday, August 04, 2005

Math is hard.....

I realize that, much like the controversial talking Barbie doll of the early 1990's, I have problems with math and can often be heard muttering "MATH IS HARD." It's not something that is a new development.... to be totally honest with you, I never passed 10th grade math.
Much like Barbie (and for Simpson's fans who remember) and Malabu Stacy, I think math is hard and not something that good looking people should have to deal with. Numbers are for homely folk who are best left in the shadows. The good looking people need verbal skills to pay the bills.... and that I've got in spades.... I can talk the ear off an elephant but ask me to tell you what 29% of 30 is and I'll be reduced to a quivering mass of tears.....
So, don't ask.
Wait for me and Barbie to say something clever like "Let's bake cupcakes for the boys!" or "I wish they tought shopping in school." and lets all just laugh and laugh.




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