Drunk dialed Ian last night..... sang SHOOP into his voicemail. I wanted him to come down to the Mint to meet Ben.... Ben's friend Lucas and I have kinda bonded. He is a nice boy. I was totally wrong about him.
I gotta stop getting drunk during the work week.


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"Look at Daddy! Daddy is making a silly face!" Shrilled loudly from a demonic dollhouse..... I looked up from the wall of Star Wars figures to see Ian looking shocked at the toy he had just touched. It only took a moment for Toys R Us to go from a fun place to a scary place where toys molested our senses and left us feeling so unclean that no soap could wash off the dirt.

I am falling in love.
God help me.
I am falling in love.
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STOP WHISPERING, START SHOUTING!

Working.

Trying to learn all the in's and out's of this new/old job..... I keep thinking about Homer Simpson's quote "Everytime I learn something new it pushes something else out of my brain."

I feel like I am out of my depth. This job seems daunting. Challenge is good for the character, right?

So......................

I am about to go into Star Wars overload. What with "Revenge Of The Sith" little more than a month away my mind is swirling with the thoughts of another trip to the galaxy far far away. I have been trying to keep myself spoiler-free for the final chapter of the saga..... which is harder than it seems for a geek like me.

What I do know is......... It's going to open with a huge space battle, there are going to be wookies, Padme's future is looking bleak, Anikin is going to go bad in a big way.

I saw the trailer last night before "Sin City" and it's got me all geeked out.

SIN CITY - DAMN VIOLENT and HIGHLY STYLIZED. The movie grabs you by the back of the neck and forces you to take this trip through the noir city of your nightmares..... it roughs you up like a jealous lover and you like it!

SEE IT!

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It's been a while, huh kids?
I was gone for a while - busy with unemployment, boozing and brooding..... and after 6 weeks I am back where I started (The Sharper Image).
They have me working on one of those split keyboards..... the kind ergonomically challenged people like.... I type 45wpm normally, now I type 4.

So, I made a total asshole of myself last night and the shame won't wash off.
See, I started dating Ian last month and it seemed that Ben as a bit jealous..... not of me or Ian.... but of the connection that was forming. So.... the other day he tells me he has met someone...... he's kinda jazzed about it............. then the guy stands him up Tuesday night.
I met this guy last night and was unimpressed and drunk. He is kinda a pretty boy, bitchy fag. For some reason I march over to Ben, and in a voice loud enough for all to hear I proclaim this boy to be a fucking asshole.,

What the hell is wrong with me? I am not sure what came over me. Possessive of Ben?? Sure, he is my Benny. I'd gouge out a fuckers eyes before I let him hurt Ben. But there was something else there that I can't (or don't want to) identify.

Tonight is the Treasure Hunt.
I wanna skip it.
Lay low.

Ian......
More on that soon.


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