SO LONG IAN............

It's painfully funny to me that the moment that I let myself fall in love with someone I become repellant to them. It's happened before and I dare say it will happen again. It happens to all of us, now doesn't it?
There is something about love.... When you are the one who is in it..... it's beautiful and fragile and you wanna tend it with care, like you would a baby bird that has fallen from the nest. It makes the mundane exciting and it can make a fucker go crazy into a berzerker rage over next to nothing....
But the ugly side of love is the most confusing..... it's when someone is in love with you and you don't return it. It kinda makes you feel like you have had someone elses emotions placed in your care. You suddenly have some sort of responsibility for that person's feelings. They become a burden... a balancing act.
It's easier to walk away and toss their heartfelt affection over your shoulder as you go. Your hands don't get dirty and your guilt goes away. Out of sight out of mind.
Thats the road Ian took.
It's painful.
It's sad.
So Long Ian.
So Long Love.


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