THE ADVENTURES OF A HALF COCKED SUCKER

It's not easy being a gay comic book geek with a sexy edge.

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

Happy Valentines Day.....

I'm not going into reasons why today can suck. I'm just going to spread some love.

Y'know how things come and go in waves? And how sometimes energy effects everyone around you in the same way? Well..... that's happening now.

I'm watching people go through breakups. I'm watching people breakdown. Love getting lost, jobs getting lost, eviction notices on doors. Everyone trying so hard to make it through today and meeting roadblocks, both real and emotional.

It's just one of those times, my loves.
Thats just how the planets are lined up right now.

All we can do is try to slide to the other side.

Slide.

I love you and that makes me complete.

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Y'see..... I just find blogging on Myspace easier.... though too many people can access it. I almost forgot about this place....... looks a little dingy. Maybe needs a wipe down.

Things are going. Not going bad. Not going good. Life is just kinda going and I'm carried by it's current from one day to the next.

I work a lot. I work too much. My jobs have become an opression on my playfulness.... but one I've accepted because it will get me to Amsterdam this spring/fall....haven't decided which one yet.

I think I made a mistake recently. Several mistakes recently.

It's got me thinking about wants and needs and the lengths we will go to feel like we're not alone in the world. That is all I want to know when I go to sleep at night..... it is all I need when I wake in the morning..... I want to know I am not alone. I want to know that my actions will bring love (in any capacity) into my life. I want there to be friends who smile when I walk in the room and I want to occasionally know the touch of a lover.

And along the way, in search of what I want and need I make mistakes.

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