I'm fuckin' done.
Actually had to beg for cigarettes tonight.
Calling my mother in the A.M. and getting on the first flight out of here.
There is a line I didn't think I'd have to cross and that's asking strangers for a smoke. For some reason having sex for money is less degrating to me. And it's not that I haven't tried to find work. But right now.... even if I got a job tomorrow (which is highly unlikely) I would still not be able to eat or smoke for 2 weeks.