Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................... Mom said to stick it out.
If thats what I gots ta do, I will.
This whole period of my life is just not ending soon enough.
I don't want to seperate myself from people but I feel like I bring nothing worthwhile to the table anymore.
Some random person I was talking to suggested I spend 20 minutes making eye contact with myself - saying I'd see something there that others see and I'd be able to regain some of the self respect I've lost.
We'll see......