Monday - Waiting for the cable guy to come reboot our box. (That sounds so sexual.) Me and Padme are kickin' it here. She is attacking a fly that keeps buzzing around. I'm listening to songs that I'm considering singing for the Valentines day Chorus cabaret and dubbing a porn DVD that I rented..... (too much info.)

I got an email from Jason and I'm posting that and my response.

It means my craziness has infiltrated your psyche...run! anyways, on
that note, i am feeling very very crazy. i wont get into it until i'm
clearer on things myself. it has a lot to do with old relationships
and finances. so i'll probably be back in sf some time early next
year. my 90 days are up here Jan 7th or something. im fine otherwise,
ill type a clearer email when things appear that way in my mind! it
could be a while!...=-). be well and i'll keep you posted.
peace,
jason

Jason -

What you need to remember is to STAY BEYONCE FOCUSED!!!! W.W.B.D.!! What would Beyonce do?? She would KEEP IT REAL! I'm really sorry to hear that your stressin' and feeling kooky!! I don't know what you're thinking when you said past relationships are stressing you - but if that has anything to do with coming back to SF and feeling like I have expectations of you, don't sweat it. I just wanna be your friend, in whatever capacity you can offer. I want to be able to be a comfort to you.

You know, maybe I should have kept my feelings for you quiet, but I had wanted you to know what a special person you are and that of all the people in the world you're just about the only one I can let my guard down with.

So, whatever happens, stress not.If you end up back in SF you have a friend who thinks you hung the moon.

Love, Eric