Just got home. After 3am. Good night.
Took David to Ians Christmas gathering. Very mellow, conversational vibe.
Ian kisses my cheek a lot.
Nice.
This boy is coming over tomorrow.
Can't seem to bring myself to feel anything about it.
He is cool. He is cute.
People are leaving - people are coming.
All over the world people are offering gifts to one another in the shadow of a religon most don't believe in.
I feel like I've got one foot in reality and one foot in a world of illusion.
Which way to step?